these few days aku byk menyembunyikan dirik di alam maya. rah twitter diam, dedek gik rah fesbuk. i hide all albums from public viewing except to my family. most things like my dp, pictures of me tagged by others etc can only be viewed by my family. idk why, i just dont feel like sharing anymore. even rah twitter pun, tiba2 jadi bebek sik tauk apa nak tweet. well i did tweeted a few, but ended up deleting the tweet. entahla, i just cant explain why. prolly im just too sad and heartbroken that it affects everything in my life? well it obviously did. i cant stop thinking about it, n when i started letting myself dwell in my emotion, tears started running, rage took over. aaahh come on. what happen to azam taun baru, to be a matured person who have greater control over her emotion, remember? i can do this. aku sikkan kalah dgn emosi. i have better things to do and to worry rather than this one. i should stop being dependent on fb nor twitter as a medium to channel my sadness etc. i should stop making it a habit to tweet about whatever is going on around me. stop being dependent on those social networks, and i'll become a better person!
InsyaAllah u will become a stronger person. something to keep for when you're feelin down- 'O Allah, I seek refuge in You from anxiety and sorrow, weakness and laziness, miserliness and cowardice, the burden of debts and from being overpowered by people.'
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