i hate sleeping now

i used to love to sleep! it's like one of my nikmat dunia. but starting from 2 days ago, i just i wish i don't have to sleep. why? ya Allah, sindrom pre-exam dah mula; my tiring dream when ever i sleep has started. nak kata aku stress gilak exm dah dekat sik juak. but yes, nang palak aku pikir exam jak knek. from now on sampe lah study leave kelak, i'll be having one exam in one week. then study leave seminggu, then final exam. my mind is so occupied with exams.

dah 2 malam berturut2 aku tido tapi sik tido. stat jak dari lelap mata sampe terjaga balit, tido aku penoh mimpi, mimpi pun bukan calang2. sekejap2 aku terjaga dari tido sebab aku ngigo, i was actually talking about sth sampe aku terjaga dari tido. 

1st night aku mimpi i was busy tulong nebas rumput rumah, nebang pokok pisang blakang rumah. then begaut masak pake tetamu, then had to run sampe pangkal jeraya to show them where the bus station is. then mimpi lain, i had to run dari sigek kedei ke sigek kedei in a big shopping mall to find sweater bapak yg ditinggal nya somewhere. it sounds easy, tapi i keep on running and running and running in that dream. it was so stressful. 

malam 2nd, aku mimpi makin hardcore, jaga singa buas. berik makan then had to be so careful takut dimakan singa. and everytime singa dtg dekat, i'll runnnnnn away for my life, then try to kunci kandang singa while the singa tries to pecahkan pintu ya. and ulang agik berik makan, berekot lagik. running when ur life is at stake, can u see how frightful and tiring that is? then after ya mimpi misteri, some people disembunyikan ke 'alam' lain. and i was helping to help this people out of that place. so i was in and out of 2 alam for so many time, if u even understand what im talking about. 

i just dont know how to describe it, all i can say they were all draining my energy. those are the ones that i remember, ada yg sik igt. im not only having A dream in one night, im having MANY dreams that involves adrenaline rush and of course running. i used to laugh at myself if i had a weird dream. but not now. im freakin tired! i need rest and sleeping is not helpful at all!  bangun pagi rasa nak mengamok and menyumpah-nyumpah jak. bagus ku sikboh tido nak??!