Not really an insomniac

This week is the worst week of the semester. I do have struggles trying to wake up bright and early every morning. But this week, things just went out of control. Not only i have problem waking up, i also have problem trying to go to sleep. After my GI/HPB midterm exam last Monday, i somehow couldn't sleep that night, even after i switched off the light. 

Bergolek2 atas katil terkebil-kebil trying to put myself to sleep and finally falling asleep at almost 4am. Bila dah tido pun mimpi the random-est thing ever like discovering my Irish classmate (whom i've never spoken to) is a gay, which i don't know if that's true. It's like my brain just cant stop thinking, bukan pikir benda2 besar pun, just some random stuff that suddenly decides to pop up in mind at weirdest hour! Nak marah, tapi otak sendiri. Bila bukak mata tiba-tiba dah pukul 10.30 pagi. Sah 2 kelas rentung terbakar pada hari tersebut.

And things continued to be like this until today. My sleep last night was horrible! i had 5 different dreams in one night, and they each have their own conflict and issues, involving people around me and people who aren't. Yeah, i remember each of them! Belum masuk mimpi-mimpi yang tak ingat lagi. Haaa...Even wife Taib Mahmud (Sarawak CM) pun masok dalam mimpi, ko hadoo?? It's like marathon mimpi, i woke up in the morning feeling wrecked. i wanted to tell each of the mimpi here, but it's going to a very longgg post then, so no. 

Yes, i do make du'a before going to sleep every night but it doesn't seem to help :( im 100% sure that last night i went to bed with wudhu' on because i had Isya' prayer before going to sleep. And living in a house where everyone decides to live in their own private space and mind their own business (including myself) is not helping at all. i remember back in MRSM days, my roommate used to pinch my ibu jari kaki when waking me up in the morning. It actually works! Baru sekarang menyesal pilih bilik single. Privacy konon. Huh. Nasi dah jadi bubur dah pun.

My greatest regret this week is not really about not getting enough rest from sleep, but of missing too many classes this week while other people gained so much from lectures already :( i have no one to blame except myself. Sobs