Halfway through

2.5 years done. Another 2.5 to go.

Kalau waktu habis SPM atau habis IB dulu semua lampiran nota boleh disedekahkan kepada pusat kitar semula, but not this pile of notes. This 2.5 years worth of lecture notes. And the knowledge printed on each of them. Not to simply be thrown away. The next thing i know, dying people are putting their lives in my hands. Even now, with nano-amount-of-knowledge in my brain, people around me are already expecting me to diagnose their God-Knows-what illness. 

Just because i study Medicine. 

Oh the burden of this huge responsibility. But also the joy of doing it at the same time, because i know i want this.

(ohh..dah habis exam boleh la cakap gebang mcm ni. time tengah-tengah ribut exam, siap rasa nak berhenti belajar, kerja kedai runcit belakang rumah pun cukup haha)

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Yeah, im finally done with those mental final exams. Crazy laaaa 5 subjects in 5 days straight. SPM or IB pun ada gap tau.
Most people i met had panda eyes. Now we need some rest.

i did quite terribly in a good few subjects. What do you expect, 5 days straight. i really hope i pass them all.

توکّلت علٰی اللہ

Speaking of which, i find it somehow personally upsetting how my aim changes from getting all As during college years to only hoping to pass in MedSchool. This is not the attitude of a successful person, something has got to change here!